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Wednesday, May 5th, 2004

Time:1:39 am.
Is it wrong that this journal has lost its appeal, yet I still write in it. I feel like I can't just leave it behind. Allthough it isn't as fun as it was, I don't think I'll ever stop writing in it. Is that bad. It seems unhealthy. Oh well, maybe I'll make a real journal and forget everything about this. Typing a journal that everyone can see seems so stupid anyways. Well, I think I'm done with this for a while. I might come back. Just look to the west...
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Monday, April 26th, 2004

Subject:Im still alive, worry not
Time:5:04 pm.
The band and I went into the studio the other day and recorded a 4 track demo. It was a ton of fun and the end result pleases me to no end. The quality is absolutely amazing, and I think we played our instruments better than we ever have. My interest in band activity has been lessening of late, and i believe that this may have revived it a smidge.

I know that I have been absent from the live journal community of late, but I have had many a projets to do. One for every class, two for a couple of classes. School work leaves me exausted. The only exception is perhaps philosophy. That class stimulates the mind and makes me wanting more. However, writing a paper for that class isnt the easiest thing to do. "Sometimes you have to go away to come back again".
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Wednesday, March 24th, 2004

Time:10:48 pm.
Mood:hyper.
holy hell, i havent done this for awhile.

ive been through quite a bit and had a lot of things to say that would have been perfect for livejournal, but now i forget it all. damn my head.

my girl sent me the newest creation from jhonen v. and i must say, it is quite funny. i figured he was being lazy and not doing anything since zim, but i guess he's been productive. while i'm pretty sure he's done more because the book i have is so small, it's good to see that some people are still doing what they love no matter how much they claim they hate it and want to gauge their eyes out with something.

don't see dawn of the dead unless your looking for a comedy. if that's the case, go see eurotrip. both were pretty bad but at least eurotrip was labeled correctly. plus french robots make your day no matter who you are.

ive taken quite an affinity to doodling lately. i used to draw with a goal in mind, but found myself frusturated by the end result because it was never what i wanted. just letting my hand move across the paper, sketching the random and often stupid things that go through my head is very therapeutic.

this is long enough...
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Thursday, February 19th, 2004

Time:11:01 pm.
Your Icon is..... by d3athofs3asons
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Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004

Time:10:24 pm.
i watched amelie for the second time today. what a great movie. it never seemed like a type of movie i would like though. if you told me about it 2 years ago, i probably would have walked away...came back, kicked you, and then walked away again. i dont know. ever since ive known her, my taste in things has changed. im much more open minded now. ive tried things i never would have considered before. i realize that if i never met her, id still be this immature...well, more immature, little boy, who only liked movies if they explosions, and violence, like freddy vs. jason. and while that was a decent movie, i know now that ive grown so much as a person just from the influence of another. its insane to think about sometimes. i know i still act like a little kid sometimes, but still, i cant even remember how i acted before i met her. i think i was insane, and she brought me back to reality. strange how one person can do these things, but hey, thats love for ya'.
-xander
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Sunday, February 1st, 2004

Time:1:22 am.
so she wants me not to call her. she needs some time to herself, time to recollect, and thats fine. far be it for me to tell her what she needs. i never get it right anyways. itll be weird, not talking to her for while. ill manage, i hope she will also. i want her to get better oh so badly. i need her to be better.
-xander
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Wednesday, January 28th, 2004

Time:11:44 pm.
sometime life doesnt seem worth it..
sometimes i just dont want to get up in the morning...
or do anything during the day.
sometimes i wish that i could just make everything vanish...
so that i wouldnt have worries...
i wish life were easier...
how did it become so hard, it wasnt always this way...
having someone you care about changes a lot of things...
your outlook, your feelings, your thoughts...
motivation seems so un-graspable...
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un-graspable...

is that a word?
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Subject:lazy ass
Time:12:47 pm.
so, ever since my girlfriend came home for winter break, ive been out, or at her house. well, today is my lazy day. im staying at home. ive got my simpsons pajama pants on and im doing nothing but vegging in front of the tv and this screen. no one can make me move, that is, until band practice. then i have to.... but until then, NO ONE!!!
-xander
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Time:12:01 am.
i got my hair cut. ive gotten nothing but compliments from both genders ever since, so that makes me happy. its kinda short and i gel it so its all wild an crazy. yay! im trendy now.
-xander
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Tuesday, January 20th, 2004

Time:3:49 am.
i think that ive permanently stopped sleeping. the state of mind that im in when im laying in my bed at night is now going to be referred to as 'temporary unawareness'. i miss a good nights sleep. i know its mostly my fault. oh well. ill learn, maybe...
-xander
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Sunday, January 18th, 2004

Time:5:01 pm.
i just realized how completely and uterly boring my life is when im not with my girlfriend. she went to her friends house in stockton at 3:00 today, and i had band pactice at 11, so i got to see her for all of a half an hour this morning. now, band is over, but she's staying the night over in stockton. im really really bored. anyways, im just rambling, ignore me.
-xander
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Wednesday, January 14th, 2004

Time:5:29 pm.
my girlfriend is sick. *tear*
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Tuesday, January 13th, 2004

Time:1:50 pm.
anyone whos knows anything about good movies needs to go and see big fish. it was one of the best movies that ive ever seen. there arent any explosions or gun fights though, so if youre only into action movies, stick to star wars or something.
-xander
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Friday, January 9th, 2004

Time:11:03 am.
i havent listened to thursday in a while. i think im going to today...yeah.
-xander
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Wednesday, January 7th, 2004

Subject:hellooooo, again, helloooo!!
Time:11:06 pm.
ive been kind of side tracked lately, so i havent really been keeping up with the updates. the girlfriend is home from college for winter break, so every spare second is spent with her, instead of in front of this screen. its been great, we've done a lot of fun things. we've actually left tracy on a couple of occasions (gasp from the audience). a few other random incedents have occured, such as in the last entry, mentioning the dog eating my tire. i guess ill tell you what happened:

DRAMATIC RE-ENACTMENT
As i approach the house, i hear the faint barking of dogs in the distance, getting louder as i come closer. I realize that it is coming from the house i am delivering the pizza to. I slowly get out of the car, and walk towards the house cautiously, seeing the dogs. There are three of them. One is a rot, one is an ankle biter, the other is some kind of mut. They come up to me and start sniffing my delivery bag, playfully bounding along side me. The man at the house say's, "dont worry, them dogs dont bite". relieved, i walk into the house, put the pizza's on the table, collect my fee, and exit the house. outside is dark and quiet, no dogs in sight. this worries me slightly. i walk towards my car, checking the area with keen eyes. as soon as i close my door, the dogs come out, barking insanely. they start circling my car, making it difficult to back out of the driveway. knowing i have to get the dogs away if i wanted to get out of there, i honked my horn. nothing. persistent little bastards. i reved my engine to see if that would work, and one of the dogs must have either panicked or thought i was growling back, so it lunged at my car, grabbed hold of the tire in its mouth and started shaking my entire car violently. this goes on for about 2 to 3 minutes, until finally i get out of the driveway and back onto the road. still the dogs follow me, circling my car, so that im only going about 3 miles per hour in little spirts. they go about 100 feet down the road with me, then all of the sudden, they disperse back towards the house. finally, i think, but my car is driving very bumpy. maybe its the road, i am out in the country side. its not the road. the dog had chewed up my tire so much that it had popped it. so i drove on it just to get a little distance between me and the house. i get back onto the main road, pull over and put on my emergency flashers, then i call my boss to see if he can bring a flashlight so that i can fix the spare.
the end....or is it?

anyways, when it happened, i almost crapped myself, but looking back on it, its probably a story ill tell for a long, long time. its acually kinda humorous. yeah the dogs dont bite people, but they bit the crap out of my god damn car.
-xander
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Saturday, January 3rd, 2004

Time:12:20 pm.
a dog ate my tire...dont ask
-xander
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Monday, December 29th, 2003

Time:12:44 am.
i cant sleep, and i have work at 11:30 in the morning tommorow... FUCK!!
-xander
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Wednesday, December 17th, 2003

Time:3:09 pm.
im sick. very very sick. i dont remember being this sick in a long time. it started yesterday. i was so cold that i was standing in front of the 460 degree oven at work and still had goosebumps. i came home early ,naturally, and watched the greatest of 2003 on vh1 until i fell asleep. i was freaking out because i had my hardest final the next day (today) and i knew i wasnt going to be 100%. that didnt make me very happy. but, i felt pretty good about my final. i dont think i completely bombed it. and i get to watch pirates of the carribean tonight, so that makes up for it.
-xander
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Tuesday, December 16th, 2003

Time:12:22 pm.
new layout. if you cant tell, youre dumb.
-xander
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Monday, December 15th, 2003

Time:12:39 am.
there is this guy that i work with. hes really nice, and pretty cool for the most part. hes a jahovis (however you spell that) witness. he really pisses me of sometimes because he thinks that he is always right and that since he worship's god that he can never be wrong. keep in mind that im not labeling all jw's, unlesss they're all like him, and then i am. a customer came in today. she was a transvestite (i dont like using that word because its kinda derogatory). this guy at work turned pale the moment he looked at her. he told me later that the sight of her made him want to puke. now, im ok with any decision or opinion that a person has, so if thats the way you feel, fine. but he sits there and starts bullshiting about how shes imperfect, like hes trying to change my opinion. he say's, "people shouldnt dress like that, thats so gay". (he also thinks that its your choice if your gay, and that if you are youre going to hell.) "that thing was totally dressed like a woman". i say, "shes a girl". and he said, "no, IT was a guy". its very aggitating.

the moral lesson here kids: its ok to be whoever you want to be...as long as you dont make friends with j. witnesses.
-xander
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